Day 10

Okay, undeniably one of the worst days ever!!!  Today was so stressful and I got so little accomplished it is a wonder I haven't totally pigged out and gained all 29 lbs back instantly!  Maybe I haven't because I haven't had time!!!  Anyway, I haven't and I am not going to start now!  Still have about 4 1/2 hours of work to go before I can lay my head down on my pillow.  I wonder why my body thought today would be a good day to start at 5 am? 
Remember I told you I made my office a "safe zone"?  Well since then I have been planning an Easter Egg Hunt for the foster children I work with, guess what that means?  Tons of candy on my desk and now I am staring at 120 little iced cookies!  Not to mention when I opened one of my desk drawers today I found a bag of gummy lifesavers, my favorite!  None of my co-workers would admit to putting them there, I guess they expect me to believe the tooth fairy brought them.  Saboteurs!!  They are literally ALL around me!  There should be some type of warning sign so you can easily identify them from a distance, maybe they should all be forced to wear bright yellow or carry a sign that says, "one bite won't hurt you".  My husband used to be the worst one, always offering me food, sometimes even insisting.  He is doing much better this time and has even refused to give me things.  My mother is the worst!!  Of course I am sure being overweight started with her anyway since she was a tried and true member of the "clean your plate" club.  Since I have changed my eating habits she has continuously poked and prodded to get me to eat what she thinks is the appropriate amount of food and when I don't she sighs deeply and says, "I just want to make sure you're getting enough to eat"  or the famous "I love you too much to see you starve".  Oh, the love of a mother, so deep, never ending and completely guilt ridden! 
Side note, last night I caught myself saying, "wait on me" to my husband and youngest son.  I litterally laughed out loud!  Until next time.